how can god love something so stupid and ugly and worthless. people tell me to pray but god doesnt want to hear me so why should i even try. i just want to cut myself into a million pieces. i hate everything about myself and i know i will never even get into heaven because i know god hated me even before i was born. i dont know why the fuck i exist when im so worthless. im such a piece of shit. i cant believe i even wake up every morning when i dont even do anything important in my life.
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there is no god, so praying to him is a waste of time. Everyone has someone out there that will accept them for whom they are, ugly or not. If you think you are ugly, you should really look inside of my heart.
Ugly? You’re way too hard on yourself. Pfft. I never see ugly. The last thing I want to do is coddle people and tell them what they want to hear. Not how I roll.
I’m a god dam lycanthrope. You got prob’s.
You that ugly? Are you fat? Cause if you work. Will you work?
ignore these cracks. god does exist even at our darkest tims hes right there beside all of us. maybe u dont see how hes working in ur life maybe it doesnt seem like he hears ur prayers but trust me he hears them. sometimes gods greatest mercy is unanswered prayers
Dr dolittle is the only crack on here
god made you of coarse he loves you, if you believe in that. i am agnostic but im sure if i believed something purposefully created me it would love me. accept when i made my sister a cake and it was so ugly i threw it is the bin but i think god has a bit more talent than i do
so because i dont believe in “god” i am a crack. umm yea. I only believe things that are substantiated with facts, God is not. so if i am a crack for that so be it. Dr dolittle on the other hand is a crack.
God is a good way to find light, he loves you whether you choose to believe in him or not. We are all his children and he’s always open to us
hi mianda7 im just like you but i think i am much worse… i had been diagnosed with hydrocephalus when i was just a child… thank God that my head stopped to enlarge… i have a big head… i’ve been bullied when i was a child because i’m fat and big headed… im now in my 4th year of high school(there are no grades 7-12 here in my country) and they call me “Shrek”… my head wasn’t just big, it has no space anymore for pimples… i had lots of them which worsens the bullying i experience… im just 15 and my weight is over 80 kilos… i am physically, emotionally weak… i do not play basketball(which is the famous sport here for boys) and i have sensitive feelings… i have few friends most of them are girls… some boys in our class called me gay… just months ago i planned my suicide… i researched for methods until i chose to hang myself… i supposed to commit it today(i supposed to have been dead right now)… but i didn’t do it… i prayed to God to help me to endure another day of my life… its night here already and i thought of what happened the whole day… i can’t deny i’m so happy… im filled with joy… its just ironic that some of the people who teased me actually helped me to do something i can’t do… i learned that i still have hope… God helped me and showed me i have still worth… i can still change things… there’s a saying here in my country(Phil.) “While you’re still alive, there is still hope… pray to God and don’t think that he doesn’t hear you… trust him, have faith… he will be with you in this storm… remember that he fearfully and wonderfully made us… im now reconsidering my decision if i would really take away my life…
well im glad that you found god. i have not found god, and never will. u dont deserve to see god or hear from god
i give up
i feel the same . it’s okay to be lost and confused . just know you’re not alone <3 .