Its the only way to stop the pain. Its not like my life will get any better anyways, at school, the amount of people who make fun of me has rapidly grown. The chances of me killing myself has also rapidly grown. I can’t go on for much longer. I cannot wait to die and leave this world behind.
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How old are you, livenolonger? I assume you’re a kid still living with your family? Listen, I’m not gonna tell you getting picked on is no big deal and everyone goes through it because I remember what it felt like and it really can be fucking awful. And I remember some kids who got it worse than me and I hate to even think how they must’ve felt. But you do have a family, right? Keep in mind that they will most likely be in your life long after these douche bags from school are gone.
I agree with that. Hang in there please, even if it’s hard. I was bullied real bad as a kid and teenager, but once I left school I made a clear cut, nobody around me in my new settings ( uni in this case, but it can be anything) knew that I was that super-uncool girl, and guess what, all the sudden people looked at me for who I was, and I had friends, no more bullying.
I am here to listen to you.
@skizziks, im 15 years old, and I feel that my family doesn’t care about me all that much and they don’t really help me at all with anything
@abuse survivor, that sounds nice, too bad it will never happen to me. At my school, whoevers not picking on me doesn’t even talk to me, even the people that I know and use to be friends with in middle school
I agree with that. Hang in there please, even if it’s hard. I was bullied real bad as a kid and teenager, but once I left school I made a clear cut, nobody around me in my new settings ( uni in this case, but it can be anything) knew that I was supposed to be That-Super-Uncool-Girl, and guess what, all the sudden people looked at me for who I was, and I had friends, no more bullying.
I am here to listen to you.
Yeah, I get that, it was the same for me. But school will be over, it may seem like forever to you now, but it will pass. And then you are free to reinvent yourself, have a complete new start. In the meantime, concentrate on finding out who you really are, what YOU like, what YOU are interested in, what YOU enjoy doing, and stuff trying to fit in. Then when you emerge from school you will be a strong individual, and you will find people who like you. Kids and teenagers can be very cruel, it does get better with adults (well mostly, some remain bastards, but most people actually are kind and decent).
Sure, 4 years of people doing that to me when my life is terrible enough. I dont think I’ll even live through high school, I’ll probably kil myself before freshman year is over
Things definately get better after school. But you also don’t know for sure that the next 4 years of school are going to be that terrible. Chances are, in that time you will make one friend who will get you through. School was incredibly boring and painful for me until the final 2 years, when I found freaks like me, and they really helped get me through. Hang in there
Oh yeah, being a freshman’s tough. Actually, I got into 3 fights before my freshman year was half over. I was never the violent type, guess it was those hormones raging through me. Fortunately the boys I was fighting weren’t any tougher than me, so I didn’t get hurt much. I don’t know if you’re dealing with bigger or tougher kids, but if you’re really contemplating ending your life over this, why not stand up to them? What have you got to lose? Here are some lines you can use: “Go fuck your mother!” “Suck my dick!” “Eat shit!” And if things escalate, then fight. Physical pain is nothing compared to mental anguish. Even if you get your ass kicked (and maybe you won’t–a lot of these guys are just talk), you’ll get some of this rage out of your system. And other people who want to give you shit might think twice if they know you’re not going to passively take it. (BTW, if you go to a school where they have metal detectors at the front door and you think these kids might be packing, please disregard everything I just said.)