Yesterday I did cut my legs. Real bad.. I told my mom and my dad, they took me to the doctor. The doctor said it was ok, and that I just had to live my life like nothing happen. Well all I can think of is that I want to do it again. They dont take me seriosly and that really annoy me. I want to try to commit suicide and then they’ll see that I really mean it! Not only cause of that, but I want to do it all the time, and to think ” I want to die” all the time is exhausting. Why don’t those people understand? That is there job, right? I don’t know what to do anymore. Somebody, tell me!
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Hey. Still in trouble I see 🙁 . How are your friends? Also your dad went to the doctor with you too? Why don’t you take the chance to talk to him now that you got his attention?
yeah.. My friends are ok. No, my stepdad, sorry I should say that. I just always called him dad.
Well, then why don’t you go to your friends for a bit? Not necessarily to burden them with your troubles (although I’m sure they would be there for you if they’re good friends as you say they are) but because considering what they’ve been through themselves you could at least talk to them freely about this. Also, I think that you should take advantage of the moment, that probably wasn’t the healthier way to draw attention to yourself but now that you got it use it. Talk to your mother.