I take these pills to make me thin.
I dye my hair, and cut my skin.
I tried everything, to make them see me
but all they see is someone that’s not me.
Even when I’m walking on a wire,
even when I set myself on fire
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible?
Everyday I try to look my best
even though inside I’m such a mess.
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible?
Here inside, my quiet hell
you cannot hear my cries for help.
I tried everything to make them see me,
but every one sees what I can’t be.
Even when I’m walking on barb wire
Even when I sat myself on fire
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Everyday I try to lock my past
Even though inside I’m such a mess
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Sometimes when I’m alone
I pretend that I’m a queen.
It’s almost believable.
Even when I’m walking on barb wire,
even when I sat myself on fire,
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible?
Everyday I try to lock my past
even though inside I’m such a mess.
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible?
8 comments
Surrounded by people but still completely alone. Don’t change yourself for them. Change yourself for yourself in a way that makes you at least feel a little better with you…I dye my hair to be different so that people realize approaching me requires unconventional methods. I like your post.
Thank you. and I don’t want ppl to realize approaching me requires unconventional methods. I want people to think Im easy to talk too but ppl always tel me that Im too intimidating, too “pretty” but thats a really sorry excuse.
Haha well that is a sad excuse. No one is too “pretty” to talk to. Well then don’t dye your hair? You shouldn’t want to be easier to talk to for those around you. People have to like you the way you are even if you’re so intimidatingly “pretty” c:
Hey wait you don’t want people realizing approaching you is difficult?…approaching anyone is difficult..it’s like..forgive the lame comparison but it’s like a box of mixed chocolates you never know what you’re gonna get XD
Well people only see what you show them, The people closest to you might look deeper and see the mess inside you are hiding, but why would anyone else. I like the poem though.
It’s complicated. Obviously you all havent felt left out or alone, so i guess you wouldnt understand.
Violet don’t make the assumption about me again. Obviously you’re judging without knowing any of us. I admit I don’t fully understand because I haven’t stopped to actually have a full conversation over this with you. You don’t seem to want to talk to someone about it and I’m pretty sure one of us would end up cussing the other one out haha don’t ask why…o.o But I do understand what it’s like to be alone or left out even if you don’t believe the pain I feel form that assures me I’ve been there and am still there.
IF you understood the way i feel you wouldn’t have posted your comment in the first place. It only hurts my feelings and I won’t have that anymore, i refuse to let people make me feel like I’m not good enough, because I know better now.
I posted a comment to try and make you feel better. To hopefully point out something you already knew so to solidify its validity. I’m glad you know better now, I’m glad you won’t have someone hurt your feelings anymore. I’m happy for you. I do understand, trust me. You know you’re more than good enough I never once said you weren’t. I’m sorry if I made you feel bad, but I didn’t mean to. Honestly, I didn’t I just was…well I have no excuse..nothing justifies hurting you. Forgive me..