Well I’m sure no will comment or anything but here are my thoughts on why I would like to end my life. Basically I hate everything about my life, there;s nothing to like at all.I’m not even kidding. I’m not pretty, smart, amazing or anything. Not even my friends think so. The only thing I have is a pretty good sense of humor. I’m convinced I will be alone the rest of my life and strangely (if I live the rest my life that is) I accept it because I can see why no one would even want me. I really hate people, main reason why I dont see life worthy of living, they are the same selfish bastards. I sorta feel like a failure. Anyway I cannot fathom why the hell I’m here on earth anyway. Like I’m about as insignificant as you can get. I dont mean anything to anyone. no kidding. I’ve sorta decided that I’m gonna end my life someday but I’m waiting to turn 17 to do it. Just to see how thing go for me. but I feel that no matter what happens I’m most likely gonna end my life whether I’m 17 or 27, I know I’ll never be happy or content. The sad thing is I’ll never get to go to heaven and ask God all those questions I have. I’m going to hell I’m not a good peron not particularly evil but not good enough to go to heaven. Honestly, the idea of dying brings me so much comfort and literally bring me peace for a while. The idea of not living anymore makes me happy. And the thing is I dont want anyone to try and “help” and shit. Nothing will work on me. I’m hoping that when I do my life goes to someone who actually wants it like a kid with cancer or something. They deserve more then I do.
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I feel a failure, too.And I’d like to die.Nobody will help me, I’m obsessed.
Death is the only way, my shitty life makes me feel crazy.
The only question is When I will die.I dunna.Maybe this year, maybe next.
But I hope my life won’t be long.
I have been feeling the exact same way since I was 16 or so. This world is a shithole. There’s nothing worth living for. There’s no fairness in this world. Those who are successful are those who are selfish and live life with no regards to others. I lost count of the number of days I thought to myself “this will be the day I die”. Once in a long while something nice happens, but it doesn’t change anything in this world, nothing will change it, it’s too badly damaged. Still I continue to live this way and I’m 27. Well maybe next year.
Well suicide equals hell since it’s a sin. You must have something you are good at :/ I personally feel I have no talents even though people beg to differ( I dont see it). Your post is interestin because there’s alot I identify with. Hi!
Yeah I feel like I’m going to hell if I do it. And I’m seriously not good anything. And Hello 😀
Ending your life is not a sin only a belief held by many for some strange reason. Unconditional love and light is all that truly exists. The experience is individual for everyone. I feel like I was put out to pasture a long time ago however I do believe I am of great worth, as are you. The challenge is to believe it and in the course of believing, finding out why that is the truth. We’re all meant to come out feeling the trip was worthwhile, despite how you judge your experience. From a spiritual perspective, your post is not in alignment with how you are actually viewed and cherished. You can use your mind to be in service for you or to be in service against you….you decide. Law of Attraction. Good luck to you.