dont know that much about anything after all i am only a teenager. but i honestly believed that this website was to vent and help you feel better. not worse. so, now. thanks to some jerk.. im crying my eyes out because for once in my life i spoke (wrote) what was on my mind and my heart and got tols “you diserve to die”.. thank you ass hole…. you just made a depressed litte girl who lost her dad and has a shitty life you diserve to die… hope ur proud of yourself..
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it sucks but you have to remember that people who find this site are all dealing with their own emotional trauma. So whatever pain brought moodle here might have left her a bit lacking on empathy. Peronally I think this site is just a place for unhappy people to maybe be able to connect with other people who will hopefully understand them. I think all of us are here because we really could just use some friends.
why would anyone say that to anyone? i am so sorry that happen to you.
look they might have said something horrible but thats just one person. theres so many more of us that are here and willing to help you. i know what your going through because i lost both my parents
she doesn’t want help, she wants someone to listen and feel sorry for her, to justify the CHOICE she made to continue living the life she’s living.
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shutup and go away
according to our legal system, i’m not messing with you. lmao
Dont you have anything better to do then this?! please.. just go away
@moodle seriously you dont know shet about this person or anyone for the matter of fact.Before you go around judging everyone like you are some fucking God!. Think about what you are saying why you are saying it and literally hurting everyone with your words. And if she wants to get it out let her you dont need to come around and judge her on what the fuck she writes!.
thank you very much..
think of it this way: i’m life, biting you in the ass. if you really wanted to do something about it YOU would leave, or simply stop READING. obviously you don’t….likewise to your situation.
it’s some pretty simple shit…i don’t see what you aren’t understanding. every situation has a victim, aggressor, and spectator….i believe you enjoy the role you play….
i do.
we all judge, it’s human nature. has nothing to do with God, i don’t even believe in God. you’re judging me right now, and don’t know a damn thing about me but what i’ve allowed you to know.
think i’m a ***** don’t you? … stop judging me…lmao practice what you preach…isn’t that the saying?
@bloody rose ; please sweetie just ignore them they obvously hav nothing better to do
ok 🙁
and no rose. i don’t. i’ve finished all my homework….i’m really bored in my dorm room. i have nothing better to do with my life…similar to you.
please go away!!!!! 🙁
yea you have nothing to be feed on others pain yea ive herd about people in the world like you they are called sick twisted monsters again this is her friend
but i’m actually getting tired…same time tomorrow?! 🙂
im really sorry rose i didnt think people like that got on here
why.. why is she doing this to me…? i dont even know who this is… why cant she just leave me alone… 🙁
im just going 2 say it because she’s black
thats no excuse and i dont care what she is… that doesnt give her a right to do what shes doing..
some people do things just because they can, but you already know that you deal with abusive people in the real world, is it really any surprise you would find some online to? It sucks but just try to listen to the ones that have nice things to say 🙂
no it doesnt, she’s just inconsiderate of others and only came on here so she could feel like her life is better than it really is
again…that’s ***** (it’s politically correct) .
no, i don’t feel much of anything personally. you’re almost irrelevant as the disease living in me…i don’t know you…i don’t really care if i made you cry, or feel better. you’re pretty much just a name on the screen to me. and the fact that you’re feeding into everything i’m saying, just makes me enjoy it more.
other than that though….nope….nothing.
come on Moodle, I am happy for you if you have a nice life going to a nice college. I believe you really didn’t come here to pick any fights, so why stay and fight. Even if people here are just looking for attention that doesn’t hurt you does it? So what if people sit on a message board and cry to each other. Maybe it is more about just finding friends, and understanding, and sympathy. Is that really that bad? that you would want to tell them all they deserve to die? Pretty sure you don’t really mean that anyway.
and you keep saying little girl. rose…i JUST turned 18. swore you said you’re 17 … we’re probably not even 3 months apart… moral of the story…you’re very immature for your age.
unless you’re lying…and you’re like 13 or something…
a friend sirously your calling her inmature look what your doing siriously i think to everyone your a name on a wall
don’t patronize me…i go to Howard University…(google it if you’re unaware) … I’m not dumb. lol :/
@ moodle: Stop already. Enough is enough. I was on your side initially, now you’re being an asshole. Is picking on girl’s your thing? C’mon…..don’t be that guy.
and no…just you rose. you deserve to be rapped, i never said “die” … death is actually a privilege.
This isn’t rose it’s her friend you should siriously stop saying this stuff to her a greek philopsher once said this reality isn’t infact real it will only be know if tyou lived that persons life so you dont know what rose has been through you cant say she deserved to be raped only baseingf that on that you think your life is worse i say you shut up you are most likely a worthless piece of life by makeing other poeople fell like shit mabie you deserve something bad to happenen to you to feeln others sufferin this is from my understanding a site where you can vent to help from pushing you to that edge of extinction by killing themselfs but instead ypou say shit to make them wanna die ont say shit like ive been through nothing and neathier has she so just stop go prove to someone else your life is worse bc iwould give you some one to talk to not cause you more pain Stop already. Enough is enough
actually sorry I am unaware of the school I just remembered you saying you were a freshman in a university but since the original post was deleted I couldn’t remember what school it was
I AM A FEMALE. WHAT THE FUCK! I’M NOT GOING TO SAY IT AGAIN. I AM AN 18 YEAR OLD BLACK FEMALE WHO GOES TO HOWARD UNIVERSITY IN WASHINGTON DC.
damn you people are ignorant.
NO ONE CARES ABOUT WHAT SCHOOL YOU GO TO *****!!!!!
no wonder you cant just let this go
You have serious anger issues, kid.
lol you should, it’s a pretty legit HBCU. #2 in the world, and made it to the top 100 universities in the world. no other HBCU has made it there…and we’ve beat other universities for the spot.
and if you don’t know; now you know.
and yes…heartless25…that is why i can’t let it go. im black, im a female, been raped, and have AIDS…yet somehow manage to get out of bed every morning. rose is a dickhead. period.
maybe my name should be heartless26 or some shit.
yeah, i know. that’s why i go to anger management. doesn’t help…but they say it’s what you should do…so i go. yup…
I was on your side initially…..but the anger….geez…..
heartlesss26 wow that was so funny , hey where can i go see your stand-up?
Umm. hey (shhhh) (We’re not allowed to use the C___ word anymore, OK)? Just recently found out….it’s VERY offensive (according to my sources).
oh Moodle can’t you leave the kid alone. She may be only a few months younger then you, but as you pointed out she seems a lot younger then 17. Maybe there is a reason for that. She doesn’t want to argue with you though, why not be the adult and just walk away from this?
ok WhatAmIDoingHere … only for you.
so just because you had a mom on crack that means you can tell everyone what to do?
and rose no you won’t, because you’ll still be getting rapped.
sorry, i would love to stay and chat but WhatAmIDoingHere has worded why i should leave so nicely…goodnight all.
They say that “Hurt People Hurt Others”. Whatever the hell that means.
goodnight Moodle take care, hope you find whatever it was you came here looking for
i just want to die
please dont die.. your actually nice.
thanx…it’s just i had to deal with bullys all through school and it just hurts
things sure got quiet in here, you ok Rose?
whatamidoinghere im ok i decided to go to bed because i was so tired from crying. my friend went on to call moodle out. so thank you for seeing if im ok. im fine. just tired and sad. i hope you are ok too
thank you very much. this is the real bloodyrose. thank you
@BloodyRose well its good you are ok, and nice that you have a good friend that would want to come on and defend you.
right now im far from ok @WhatAmIDoingHere…..
Listen Moodle. Im sorry for all the shit that you went through in your life. And took the easy road out?
Okay. Heres how “easy” my job is:
Currently I deal with children in the foster care system who have been raped by their fathers, grandfathers, brothers and sisters- witnessed murders, have been beaten, neglected and abused. My children- range from 3 years old and up. Yes- have you dealt with a 3 year old who was sexually abused? No? I have. So take the easy way out? Yea ok let me continue- I work with teenagers, children and adults who have all attempted, thought about, or families of those who have lost their children due to suicide. I have hospitalized a 9 year old- yes 9 year old- twice this year because she has so many problems from being abandoned- shes only 9!!!!! Should I go on about how “easy” my job is? My children not only have ODD, ADHD, are MR, have been sexually abused, are schizophrenic, have mood disorders, are bipolalr, or are living in shelters- and this is just ONE of the jobs that I have worked for. On the side- I work with homeless people who are MR, have serious diseases, No homes and No families for the holiday.
Why should I bother telling you all this? Because I do the GOOD in life. I UNDO all the BAD that people like YOU DO.
You don’t even know this girl- why have you targeted her? Is there a reason that you need to pick out a random girl who was just trying to do something for herself?
If you dont care about rose, this blog site, or any of this bullshit- then go away. You are not helping anyone. And yes- I gave you my email- for the simple fact that if you ever need someone to let your anger out on- do it to me- not a young girl.
I went through 6 years of college, and plan on going back. I work my ass off on a daily basis and make little to no money because I CARE about what I do and the people that I help.
You on the other hand- need someone to talk to. If your life is so horrible- dont take it out on others. Thats not fair, nor is it right. Leave this blog, this site, and this girl alone. Please.
Do yourself a favor. You may find this funny and think that its just a game. But in the end, not just Karma will bite you in the ass but when someone tries to help you and you realize just how horrible you have been towards a child- you will realize then how wrong you were for saying the things that you said.
I’m sorry you are so angry. And I’m sorry that all of that happened to you. But if you have the strength to sit on here and say this to a child- then you should have the strength to get your act together, get off of this sight, and live your life like a young adult should. Instead of spreading hate, spread the love. You can do a lot with your life- start now by helping ONE person- and then pay it forward from there.
You will see that the world isn’t something to hate- and that people who are reaching out for help deserve the help that they ask for. You, my friend, are just crying out for help. So my EMAIL that you laughed about- USE IT. I am not here to bash you- If you need a FRIEND to talk to, to VENT to, someone to CARE, You are more then welcome to come to me..
SAME GOES FOR ANYONE ON THIS WEBSITE. USE MY EMAIL IF YOU NEED SOMEONE!
I’m done.
ssher thank you so much…. thank you…….
@Rose yea it sounds like things are far from ok.
i dont know what to do anymore… i feel like giving up honestly… ive lost so many people… i cant take this feeling… my heart breaking…
yea losing people you care about is one of the toughest things that you can go through in this life. Especially when you are so young, and its so unexpected.
i cant take it. i love all grandparents, uncle, little brother, dad, best friend…. im done.
*lost
yea that is a lot of people to lose especially at your age
and all one after another….
yea that is the way things go sometimes, about the time you start recovering from one tragedy, something else comes along to knock you right back down.
yikes, you all sound like my family in a cleaning crisis >_< @moodle If you want to vent your anger on some faceless entity in the future, i suggest you find an AI site. They don't get hurt.
I only came to see this post for the amount of deleted posts… Fkn hell that ****** cu*t got issues! @BloodyRose u seem like a lovely person and im so sorry bout ur family and friend. If there is anything u need let us know