im at a very young age and constantly find myself thinking about suicide not only do i have suicidal thoughts i self harm and have a eating disorder. sometimes life can be great and then all of a sudden i feel alone and nothing can lift my mood and i start thinking the only way i can be at piece is if the person i love the most gets in his car and runs me over
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Maybe, instead, tell the person you love you are feeling alone.
When things are out of balance on the outside , it’s just reflecting your inner world which based on your state wasn’t provided with a whole lot of unconditional love, which is what we all deserve, and you are certainly no exception to that truth. We do all sorts of things in order to fill that void, by creating habits or disorders to compensate or shield ourselves in some way from the pain we’ve got going on. Then what becomes the focus is the disorder or disease and not the hurt emotions or the lack of love from a parent that actually caused it. So then we go round and round telling ourselves we have this and we have that….I get you’re hurting, but the fact is it’s not your fault you’ve got these feelings going on. If you can start to slowly get in touch with that part of yourself, you may slowly find a way to feel better. Here’s hoping. Everyone is worth it…take care.
why? just why? explain everything in detail, vent, get it out. If you don’t want to do that on this site, please email me at solitarywalker.keys90@gmail.com
recently i lost my pony due to money circumstances but at the time i was seeing this boy my mum didnt want me seeing because he was 2 years older then me due to our age differences we spilt 2 weeks after i lost my pony but for the last couple of months it has been on and off he is my first proper love and being in the un stable relationship really wrecks with my head i know it may not seem a lot to get depressed over and feel suicidal but it seems the only possible way of not being constantly hurt is to be at peace in heaven