so i came on this website looking for help.
someone to talk to
and now ive pushed him away.
ive confused him
he probably the ONLY person that knows how to make me happy and make me value my life.
nothing but compliments.
and ive ruined it once again.
i have trouble openning up.
 i dont mean to make you feel as though you cant help me or that your not making me smile or i dont want to talk to you.
you make everything s much easier and i needed that.
im sorry but if i dont have you to talk to – i will go.
leave forever.
cease existing.
i love you
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its hard opening up to the people closest to you and telling them how you really feel on the inside its scary to think how they’ll react… but think of it this way if you get the courage to open up and just be honest then i dont see why he wouldn’t be understanding about it
the thing is he knows.. everything.
hes one of the only people i have told about everything. and thats rare for me. i never open up – well im still trying
i confuse him. but hey whats new – noone fully understands me.
thats what happens when a person has a heart full of pain and they cover it and sheild it because theyre scared theres more to come..
oh well ive written my letter..
by the time he wakes up ill probably be gone
i know exactly what your going through… i had the same problems with my ex, even though we loved each other told each other everything it was still wasen’t enough and we had talked about marriage and kids… still we both had problems really letting the other one in… so i guess i’m saying your not alone and if you do plan on leaving i hope it will be nice for you
no hes not my boyfriend though – just a friend i guess
but i have the same trouble with my brother
idk… maybe try just sitting down with him and explain how you’ve been feeling and just be honest about it… i know i dont know your brother but i’d imagine he’d understand and be supportive and try to help any way he can
my brother is just freaking out because he dosent know what to do but its okay ive convinced him im fine
well i hope everything will work out for the both of you and if you ever need someone to talk to my email is gamerinsane45@yahoo.com
well no matter what happens i hope everything will work out for the both of you…
You found someone here before.
Y couldnt you find someone new again?
are you offering?
It’s hard not push those that had gotten past the walls we put up…but you have to put all your effort and give it your all…trust me I know it hard..