I’ve always wanted to see the ocean

  December 10th, 2011 by Molly666

I’ve decided to blow a large amount of cash from my next unemployment check and purchase a bus ticket to California. I have never been to the beach. I have never been out west. I’m going to take a bus there and not tell anyone. I’ll stay until I have enough money to come back to Pennsylvania. When I return, i’m going to kill myself. It is the only thing I can think about and the only thing that quiets my racing mind and brings me solace. I have lost literally everything that has ever mattered to me. Some of it was my fault, some not so much. In any event, i’m tired of living in despair. I’m very excited for my vacation though. Going with nothing all alone will be a lovely last experience

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