Please do not think suicide is an option. There are so many ways to cope when going through a crisis. Ever since my friend died, I have dedicated the rest of my life to helping spread my story.
RIP JP-
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May I ask to hear your story, I admire how strong you are even after going through something as devastating as losing a friend…. 🙂 xx
He was only 18. We met at a boys and girls club where we both used to work, after I quit we we hang out a lot in groups and stuff. Little did i know he liked me, very much. I did not feel the same way and let him down gently.
He was not well.
In August, he drank bleach and jumped off a bridge. He died 2 days later.
After he passed away, all the lies he told me became known. I was angry at him for lieing to me, but he had mental health issues no one knew about. I miss him so much…
sorry about your friend’s departure
thank you for your kind words. suicide hurts the people left behind. there is not one day that i do not cry. nothing is ever bad enough to take your life away.
I am sorry you lost him. I can only imagine what a torturous death he had after drinking bleach. OMG. He must have aspirated that back up and burned his lungs. Not to mention the broken bones etc from jumping. Ouch.
My best friend killed herself with tranqs and alcohol when she was 25. I was 23. It was on our mutual birthday. We were to get together that day. I kept calling her and no answer. Two days later I got a hold of her mom and she told me. It was so sad. She was a incredibly intelligent and interesting person. That was many years ago.
I still want to die though but the last person who really cared about me died on Sept 14 2011 and the rest have screwed me over so badly that I don’t know that I would give it much thought. THere is ONE person who I would not want to hurt with my death but she may be moving on soon with a new lover etc. We’ll see.
lovers come and go – no matter how good we treat them, how much we love them and how much we care – they still can’t see it inside them to stay – but then someone else sees the light that we are willing to share and soon we have a whole new future.
3 time loser dawg … hunting for #4 🙂
Hi Dawg was that addressed to me or nardeen? Anyway if it was me I can see after reading what I wrote that it sounds like I was talking about a lover but actually I was talking about my best friend. She will soon find the love of her life and not have time for me. It’s happened before. What I was saying is that she will be okay if I go. But I am a coward at dying. It’s hard to find the right way to do it. thanks for the support even so. I saw your dogs. They are cute. Even my dear old dog is about to die as she is 13 yrs old and arthritic. It’s just been a very very bad time in my life.
it was kind of addressed to what you said at the end of you pot – but more in general. I wouldn’t say you’re a “coward” at all – one needs to reconcile their exit and if you haven’t yet – you still aren’t comfortable with your method, preparation and reasons versus “staying topside”. There’re nothing wrong with hope … even if there is just a “smidge” left we should explore it before “moving on”
“dogs is my copilot”
dawg
*Post – not “pot”
thats my dawg 🙂
Despite what you ‘may think’ of me *Utts*, i would not want you to die …and im a stranger …
Please call me Utti. That is my name.
Okay Utti …. deal.
May i ask where that name is from Italian/Spanish?
It’s made up. I wanted to be utti here but it was taken already oddly enough. I had a pet called Utti. It was derived from UTMA which = Uglier than my ass. My brother in law named the animal.
lol Utti … @ acronym.