I cant even really exsplain why today im so depressed. I wanna cut like you wouldnt believe.. i even tried hanging myself today.. :/ my friend brittany is trying to cheer and is some what succeding but i just dont know anymore. I hate this feeling .. no one even knows i even skipeed school because of it .. and last night when we had our chior preformance i couldnt even be happy like i usally am.. the one thing that usally brought me so much joy “singing” i just dont even care about anymore… what do i do when the things keeping me from actually going threw with sucide i just dont care about anymore? will i have to die before i can ever become free..
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don’t give up on your passion if you love singing then go for it…. music can change the world
Nope. You just find new things.
Death isant freedom. its the end of everything thats you.
A step from which there is no return.
life is freedom. death is traped in nothingness for ever.
i just dont even see the point in trying anymore..
Strengthen your interests in your present passions and look for others.
Get closer to your friend Brittany because her companionship is actually helping you.
Do you have any psychological issues that might be contributing?
Some people have a brain chemistry that defeats their hope no matter what they try.
Professional therapy may help and you may be able to find an alternative medicine doctor who can give you gentler action and herbal regimens that will not harm your body and mind as much.
You still seem to have hope so keep fighting.
Death is freedom. But it is freedom from everything good and bad. Friends, music, and fun do not exist there.
Think about that before you decide on the choice,
You have to try for yourself becca. Its your life. do what yo have to feel good again.
Dont do it for your dad or your friends. well do it if you want to for them or yourself.
I know you dont have psychological issues, just had a hard and unfair life.
Keep fighting. happiness ant cheap. but its worth fighting for.
Ive been through the rough aswell. four years of hell.
But im better now. im happy again. you could be too.
Do what you have to feel better? please try avoid cutting, its dangerous.
thanks guys and i have insomnia, ptsd, depression , and extreame anixiety to anwser questions about my mental health