December 7th, 2011 by my1mistake1was1u

I cant even really exsplain why today im so depressed. I wanna cut like you wouldnt believe.. i even tried hanging myself today.. :/ my friend brittany is trying to cheer and is some what succeding but i just dont know anymore. I hate this feeling .. no one even knows i even skipeed school because of it .. and last night when we had our chior preformance i couldnt even be happy like i usally am.. the one thing that usally brought me so much joy “singing” i just dont even care about anymore… what do i do when the things keeping me from actually going threw with sucide i just dont care about anymore? will i have to die before i can ever become free..

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