If you understood what is actually happening during the event of death you’d know to stay away from pills. You’ll just do a number on yourself. It’s alright to want to die, but real death is a reward, it’s returning to pure positive energy. It’s not the negative, dreary thing the media and churches have made it out to be. It’s a beautiful thing…the more in line you are with death being a loving thing…to release you, perhaps you’ll cultivate some love in yourself for yourself. Happy, healthy people die all the time too…it’s a matter of timing and your absolute natural choice within the depths of your being that you’re going to leave. Take care.