You know i had thought i hit my all time low last week when i realized i had no friends but ive realized that today i have really hit the nail on the head when i texted my mom for some advice on what i should do and i told her abiut my urge and she told me that i can go check myself into a.hospitla for all.she cared because she was done with me ive been crying every since then now my mom is gibing up on me too i really dont have anyone now,so whats the point in me going on im just a burden to everyone
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Some people do not understand how alone some of us truely feel. Perhaps your mom really thinks going into a hospital and getting the right medication will help you.
Is it just the lack of a social life that is bringing you down or do you have a story?
I have a horrendous story
I’m so sorry you’re feeling this way, I understand.
I think maybe your mom might have sounded frustrated, used the wrong tones and came off all wrong but could have meant it, instead of as an insult, as a reaction to the kind of terror she’s probably feeling herself… in that she doesn’t know what to do anymore and that she thinks medical help is what you need.
Parents are weird, they can act like it and say it but they never truly give up on their kids, not all the way. I’m sure your mom loves you and the ‘for all I care’ was an attempt at scare tactics.
I don’t know how old you are and it’s none of my business, but when I was just a little bit younger and still lived with my family my mom said some similar things to me in hopes of my ‘problems’ being youthful ‘melodrama’ and she was trying to snap me out of it with some kind of backwards tough love.
Of course, that’s not really a good idea but desperate parents will surprise you sometimes.