am i falling apart?

kay so if you’ve read my other entries you’d know how I’ve been and whats going on.

to recap me and my bf broke up becuz we had to…. i miss him so much.. i think I’m falling apart..

i don’t want to do anything anymore. I’m getting in fights easily. on chat pas on my iPod… i don’t know what to do!

i go back to school tomorrow and finals are coming up.. how am i suposto focus?.. and my friends… i don’t want to talk to them.. i think I’m giving up… some ppl are telling me to try and move on. the thought of it makes me sick! i just can’t… i loved him and now I’m all alone…

i want to die. i want the pain to go away.. i don’t know how schools going to be tomorrow. i haven’t been getting the best sleeps. my nightmares are back.. there mostly about how he’s gone or that he’s hurt and i can d nothing but watch… i have been going to bed at three every night since monday night. but tomorrow i have to wake up at 6:30… i can’t do this!!!

it hurts to much….i need a hug, a real hug. but not just from anyone… i don’t want to see my friends… i can’t… my eyes are red and puffy from crying every night and i have bags..

-Morgan