I’ve having the same problem… Especially after last night. I mean I was already having the thoughts but now after being shunned by the person who is suppose to unconditionally love me, my list of reasons grows thin. I’m down to one person who really cares now.
I will become a shadow if she is to leave my life.
The difference between the people in our dreams and the ones in our life is that we can control what they say, do and react. They all go through phases during which we fall in and out of favour.
Why is everyone obsessed with death? It doesn’t exist! Why do you think you’re going to die if you harm yourself. You’re going completely against the laws of the universe and you’ll just hurt yourself. Death isn’t death……there’s only life after life….when you leave your body you’ll find you’re more alive than you were in a dense physical vessel.
In your thought process you need to think about loving and appreciating yourself unconditionally. That’s a huge part of this part of life’s lesson. So why keep trying to avoid it. Is it hard being here? Damn skippy it is! It’s whacked. But the predominant intention for you would best be to relax and allow. All you’re doing is putting up resistance to the flow of life…that’s it, so as Dr. Phil says, “how’s that workin’ for ya’?
I’ve been where you are….you need to want to live in spite of the experience…it’s opposite to what you think is the way or what you think you want. If you really wanted it, you wouldn’t be reading this. I’m not trying to sound like a dick or preach…I mean..literally, that’s the way. Experiment with a loving thought and see what happens….you’ll find you attract more. Outside love, is nothing compared to the power of what can be cultivated inside when you are obsessed in the same way with creating that kind of positive change within you own being. Cheers!
Honey.. Sorry I have been off for a while. Did you try talking tobyour therapist?
@proto- my mother did that to me once as well. You know that she’s just being melodramatic and frustrated because she doesn’t know how to help. You know she cares. Times like this, YOU have to be the mature one and recognize a temper tantrum when you see one
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I’ve having the same problem… Especially after last night. I mean I was already having the thoughts but now after being shunned by the person who is suppose to unconditionally love me, my list of reasons grows thin. I’m down to one person who really cares now.
I will become a shadow if she is to leave my life.
@ Protoryu
The difference between the people in our dreams and the ones in our life is that we can control what they say, do and react. They all go through phases during which we fall in and out of favour.
When your mother throws all your meds at you and tells you to go ahead and kill yourself… Thats way out of favour.
Why is everyone obsessed with death? It doesn’t exist! Why do you think you’re going to die if you harm yourself. You’re going completely against the laws of the universe and you’ll just hurt yourself. Death isn’t death……there’s only life after life….when you leave your body you’ll find you’re more alive than you were in a dense physical vessel.
In your thought process you need to think about loving and appreciating yourself unconditionally. That’s a huge part of this part of life’s lesson. So why keep trying to avoid it. Is it hard being here? Damn skippy it is! It’s whacked. But the predominant intention for you would best be to relax and allow. All you’re doing is putting up resistance to the flow of life…that’s it, so as Dr. Phil says, “how’s that workin’ for ya’?
I’ve been where you are….you need to want to live in spite of the experience…it’s opposite to what you think is the way or what you think you want. If you really wanted it, you wouldn’t be reading this. I’m not trying to sound like a dick or preach…I mean..literally, that’s the way. Experiment with a loving thought and see what happens….you’ll find you attract more. Outside love, is nothing compared to the power of what can be cultivated inside when you are obsessed in the same way with creating that kind of positive change within you own being. Cheers!
but if you avoid death, you will become crazy..
Honey.. Sorry I have been off for a while. Did you try talking tobyour therapist?
@proto- my mother did that to me once as well. You know that she’s just being melodramatic and frustrated because she doesn’t know how to help. You know she cares. Times like this, YOU have to be the mature one and recognize a temper tantrum when you see one