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I think I like being sad….

by heartshapedpapercuts
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I am just depressed extremely depressed severely depressed…….. and unloved. I hate myself, I really really really want to die. But most of all I want something to love and to be loved……

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7 comments

X-Boy 1/1/2012 - 6:16 am

yeah,, stick around, im sure you’ll find some nice people on here you can be friends with .. as for me .. im sorry there’s nothing i can do for anyone on here …sadly, i am too caught up in my own personal …. s%#thole (haha). later

Procel 1/1/2012 - 9:57 am

With love, everything would be better, if only for a while, the depression would leave, if only for a while but im in the same boat as u nd would love to die, but dont think loves a good idea for me, still though i hope u find that special someone soon that will love u cause i know they are out there for u, u just need to find them.
stay strong x

tellmewhy 1/1/2012 - 10:17 am

hang on there ..

Stacey Corbin 1/1/2012 - 5:19 pm

I have been where you’ve been. actually.. im still there. And i think that we like being severly depressed because we have been like this for so long that its all we know. being severely depressed is out comfort zone. like after a movie in the theaters when everyone is super happy and chatting and yelling about the movie i bolt out of the theater because i hate the happy commotion. im not used to it and im afraid to feel anything else but depression. it sucks but im happy here and you are too. its just what we do.

softsoul 1/1/2012 - 8:15 pm

Learn and practice to love yourself…then you’ll be loving someone, and you’ll experience being loved by YOU. Two birds, one stone analogy. It’s helped me a lot. Good luck!

Baal Zebub 1/1/2012 - 9:30 pm

There is no way to LEARN to love yourself.
Or you love yourself from beggining or you don’t.

Believe me, I’ve tried many many times.

mwtele 1/1/2012 - 10:54 pm

Hard to love yourself when no one ever really showed you what love was. I was even told “You don’t know what the fuck love is” by someone very very close to me. I’ve been depressed for so long that when I am happy I start to miss the depression. It has been something that has always been there, it has never deserted me, and the more severe it is, the easier it is to take my mind of the troubles I have now.

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