I haven’t been able to get online since christmas eve, I was gonna try again new years eve, but a friend of mind figured out and wouldn’t leave me alone long enough to even cut my wrist, I’m not trying to whine or complain, but why is it such a bad thing to want to die? People act like it’s the worst idea ever, but it definitely beats living. Anyway, I haven’t cut in a while, I’ll probably go back to doing that now, at least it helps me get by.
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The most annoying thing is when people say somebody is selfish who killed themself. Whats to be selfish for, making you stay on this planet while I get to be on a whole different realm, other people are selfish for getting mad or taking away an opportunity for you to be happy and content. It was obviously nice that person stayed, means they care and dont want you to harm yourself, I dont know the circumstances but sounds like youve been putting this off for awhile?
Honestly, i think it’s because they are so scared of having to grieve for you. You may not think it, but there are people who love you and would be sad if you died. It only makes sense to want to stop you from leaving them. Especially since they have their own selfish reasons like not wanting to feel pain and loss.
YOu’re lucky to have a friend who cared that much.
I think that they just don’t understand how can you possibly want to die. They don’t want to lose you, but that’s just because they care about you 🙂