im not afraid of dying anymore.
they say death is inevitable so i cant see the point to still strive living in this world.
this negative things and bad thoughts inside me wont stop unless i stop breathing.
we only have one life and yet i suffered this bad. its all my fault and i accept that.
ive been insecure and trying to achieve perfection that makes me feel stressed and depressed.
i dont really want to die but i want this pain to stop because i cant take it anymore.
its like ive been stabbed a lot every single day, thats how painful it is.
the purpose of life is to find your happiness and i never found mine.
what if i cant really be happy.
i had dreamd and goals in life but i forget them all,
because life tells me that i suck so bad that i wont achieve anything now.
i am a worthless piece of shit that no one will be interested.
if only i can change and get back from my normal life but it seems impossible now.
what will you do if the only thing or person that will make you feel alive wil never be yours.
if dying is the answer for all my problems,
i have the courage to face it.
after death theres no more pain, insecurity, selfishness, and no more life.
i just lose hope completely and i dont think anything can make me fight again.
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Hello friend,
Wait until someone else tries to end your life for you…then you will see this is a
“state of mind” rather than a condition. And that your will to survive is as strong as ever…you can control your mind…or your mind will control you. And sorry…that whole thing about one life and death being an ending to your problems?…not true…not even close…although the physical pain is gone for sure…but death is a transition…not a state of being….but a transition to what?…well that is the best part…we don’t get to know usually until we get there. But why put all your eggs in one basket?…the death basket?…especially when you don’t even know what death is…why not spend more time trying to understand what life is…and live it…and no your true goal is not to be happy…that is usually a side effect of having done the work on yourself and becoming a successful human…not talking about job or family or finances here…they are constructs of the human as well…no purpose other than to make our physical life more comfortable…but not necessary to be a success.
You say you are not afraid of death…well neither am I…course I was supposed to be gone 11 years ago…but how come if you’re not afraid of death….life has you frozen in fear?….there is nothing to fear…not life or death….try life for a while?…what do you have to lose except misery…death is not an answer…merely a short hiatus.
Namaste
Amakua