People don’t kill themselves because they want to end their life, they do it to end the pain.
And I don’t want to feel the pain anymore, it hurts to much…
Yes I am. I’ve carved “I’m stupid” on my arm. And “I just want to be loved” going across both my arms.
I’m just pathetic, I don’t have it in to kill myself because it might end up like the other time I tried to. So I just leave myself to self mutilation.
I’m just so stupid. I used to be classified as a technical “genius” but I’m a stupid one. I mean how does a genius fail a class?! I’ve never gotten less than a B let alone an F!
Putting myself down is my greatest achievement…
i’m kind of confused by what your saying?i’m sorry if I’m not understanding.but if i’d never got less than a B I would be really proud of myself,and I’m not a dumb person to begin with,but I’ve gotten C’s in my life. I think it’s something to be really really proud of. are you saying you did fail a class? i know it’s horrible when you put in a lot of effort and try really hard and then still struggle with something. but it’s just a bad grade,it doesn’t define who you are,and just because you struggle with one thing it doesn’t make you stupid! no one is good at everything. don’t beat yourself up,okay?
I failed my government class. It is a big deal!! I have always been the smart one and every teacher in my school knows me as that! I have always gotten perfect grades and now when it really matters (senior year!) I fail!! Who does that?!?! It’s a big deal! It’s all a competition to go to college! Then to the best med school! Then the best residency! And hopefully getting the right job!!!
i’m sorry,i didn’t mean to make it sound like it didn’t matter. it sucks,i’m really really sorry.:( 🙁 but you sound like my best friend. she is in her first year of college,she wants to be a baby doctor. she’s a genius,and so so worried about her grades,but sometimes she would be so upset that it actually had a negative impact on her grades and definitely her life because whe would worry so much it actually caused her to fail .you can’t change what’s already happened,so beating yourself up about it doesn’t help,you know? can you talk to your teacher? maybe something can be done? extra credit,or maybe you could retake the final? something? good luck,hang in there okay? i know it’s a black mark on your record,but it sounds like you done amazing so far besides this one grade,and you still have all of the progress you made before that,your whole record of good grades.
Well I’m the exception. I don’t feel any pain, but I want to die. I am not sad, I have become so numb to feelings, so distant to people. Yeah, basicly I want to die, because I don’t understand people and feel so far away from them. Many people could name me as their friend. I can’t name a single one from my side. Those feelings just not there.
I’ve succumbed to numbness for the past few years, I just don’t show emotion. I never have actually. But it’s when I feel numb that I don’t feel like killing myself. I don’t feel alive; yet, I don’t feel dead inside.
Whats the big deal with all that ,,Education” Stuff? It can’t be the real problem…
Let me tell you a story…:
There was a dude, that had no skill at all, Ugly as hell, sucks at everything… but… He always believed he is ,,The best” of all. He never let anyone else get him down, and when he fails something (He faild most everything) he just try it again and again Till finely done it wright…
In the end he made others to think he had a talent at everything, shame he died so young…
Love, money and all the rest stuff comes when you MAKE YORE POINT.
Don’t fell alive? Put arm on yore chest… If you are dead, then why do you still have pulse?
The funny thing is, every time someone takes my pulse they can never find it. It’ll take doctors about ten minutes to find it. My class mates in my medical class could never find it.
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I agree
me too. do you want to talk about anything?maybe we could help you feel better.
No, I’m just a pathetic loser who can’t do anything right..
YOU ARE NOT!!!
It’s me. I’m such a big loser, that i can’t end me self…
You think yore a FREAK? At least you are not stupid to scarificate it on yore arm…
Yes I am. I’ve carved “I’m stupid” on my arm. And “I just want to be loved” going across both my arms.
I’m just pathetic, I don’t have it in to kill myself because it might end up like the other time I tried to. So I just leave myself to self mutilation.
Don’t get me wrong but… That’s kinda CooL…
Not the suicide or self mutilation i mean… I am kinda weird…
Why don’t you like yore self?
No one likes me, but i like me self…
I’m just so stupid. I used to be classified as a technical “genius” but I’m a stupid one. I mean how does a genius fail a class?! I’ve never gotten less than a B let alone an F!
Putting myself down is my greatest achievement…
i’m kind of confused by what your saying?i’m sorry if I’m not understanding.but if i’d never got less than a B I would be really proud of myself,and I’m not a dumb person to begin with,but I’ve gotten C’s in my life. I think it’s something to be really really proud of. are you saying you did fail a class? i know it’s horrible when you put in a lot of effort and try really hard and then still struggle with something. but it’s just a bad grade,it doesn’t define who you are,and just because you struggle with one thing it doesn’t make you stupid! no one is good at everything. don’t beat yourself up,okay?
I failed my government class. It is a big deal!! I have always been the smart one and every teacher in my school knows me as that! I have always gotten perfect grades and now when it really matters (senior year!) I fail!! Who does that?!?! It’s a big deal! It’s all a competition to go to college! Then to the best med school! Then the best residency! And hopefully getting the right job!!!
But that’s not my pain… As you can see that’s just stress about high school.
i’m sorry,i didn’t mean to make it sound like it didn’t matter. it sucks,i’m really really sorry.:( 🙁 but you sound like my best friend. she is in her first year of college,she wants to be a baby doctor. she’s a genius,and so so worried about her grades,but sometimes she would be so upset that it actually had a negative impact on her grades and definitely her life because whe would worry so much it actually caused her to fail .you can’t change what’s already happened,so beating yourself up about it doesn’t help,you know? can you talk to your teacher? maybe something can be done? extra credit,or maybe you could retake the final? something? good luck,hang in there okay? i know it’s a black mark on your record,but it sounds like you done amazing so far besides this one grade,and you still have all of the progress you made before that,your whole record of good grades.
yeah,i remember though,stress from highschool doesn’t really help much.:( hang in there
So far I’m retaking the class and I hate it! It’s three hours of pure silence and doing nothing but coping vocabulary!
Well I’m the exception. I don’t feel any pain, but I want to die. I am not sad, I have become so numb to feelings, so distant to people. Yeah, basicly I want to die, because I don’t understand people and feel so far away from them. Many people could name me as their friend. I can’t name a single one from my side. Those feelings just not there.
I’ve succumbed to numbness for the past few years, I just don’t show emotion. I never have actually. But it’s when I feel numb that I don’t feel like killing myself. I don’t feel alive; yet, I don’t feel dead inside.
Yo!
Whats the big deal with all that ,,Education” Stuff? It can’t be the real problem…
Let me tell you a story…:
There was a dude, that had no skill at all, Ugly as hell, sucks at everything… but… He always believed he is ,,The best” of all. He never let anyone else get him down, and when he fails something (He faild most everything) he just try it again and again Till finely done it wright…
In the end he made others to think he had a talent at everything, shame he died so young…
Love, money and all the rest stuff comes when you MAKE YORE POINT.
Don’t fell alive? Put arm on yore chest… If you are dead, then why do you still have pulse?
And yes, i know whta is ,,Dead inside”…
The funny thing is, every time someone takes my pulse they can never find it. It’ll take doctors about ten minutes to find it. My class mates in my medical class could never find it.