I had the worst night of my life.. My heart hurts. I cried so hard. My mum just yelled at me for reasons not needed. She yelled at me because of the mistakes of my brother. She yelled at me and yelled at me and yelled at me. But I just stood my ground. Thats it! I cant take it anymore! I TOLD her I have a breaking point mum and I cant have anymore of the yelling and hitting and stuff. (she hit me) I just can’t take this any longer. No more. I’m done! I told her to bearly take me to the hospital, she said no. NO. I told her YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ! NOT ALL THE TIME! this is no joke my guidance councilor said. Well to me obviously its not. I’m just so scared. what do I do. Do i tell him or do I tell him i dont want to talk about it. HELP?
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So sorry you had such a hard night. Can you do something comforting and nice for yourself today? Something you enjoy?
we are not experts here and:
-everyone lets everyone else down sometimes making mistakes etc.
-hitting can be a swat with an open hand (not allowed in Denmark) or hitting can be so hard that it leaves marks or if on the head makes a person see stars.
-talking with a trusted source I think is good and in fact more than one trusted source about such things in your home.
Wishing strength for you..
Thank you so much.
PS I can’t judge if you are being abused and just FYI there have been cases where children report abuse to an adult at school and that adult does not passing the report on to child protective services and/or child protective services has a bad egg in its staff or is just under funded and over worked here in the USofA. So be guardians a of yourself in partnership with others.
my mother sometimes threatens me to hit me, and she hit me when i was i child, but if she would hit me now i would fucking hit that ***** back because i have got the strenght now. you should do that to if you have the strenght! i strongly advise it!
I have the strenght . but then my dad will hit me. and I actually am not that much weaker then my father but then my brothers would jump in.
It seems like you are strong. Emotionally and physically. I was wondering how old you are. It takes a brilliant mind to stay stable after things like this. I give you so much credit. You are strong. Stay strong.
Cheers,
Holly
I am 14 years old. and thank you
Wow.. You are only a year older than me. You are going through a lot, I must say that you should give yourself more credit. I think you should not fight with them so they don’t hit you. Just leave the situation. I go through something similar like this and I usually just ignore. I’m sorry I cant help more.
I’m sorry,
Holly
i seriously advise u to tell ur counselor becasue it is a very serious situation… i would tell my counselor as u should too
@self-hatred I love how you said that… My mom DID hit me about a year ago. I managed to catch her hand and talk to her for a quick second but my mom was easily 3 times bigger than me. I’m a shrimp and my mom was a buff Roller Derby Star/ Professional *****. I lost that battle but after she figured out I could fight back, she never hit me again.
Tell your counselor.
nic2053574@maricopa.edu
please contact me if you need help, or wanna talk about anything at all! i can relate somewhat!!!