Hold on, the worst is yet to come, Save your life for hired guns, Hold strong, when everything you loved is gone….

So…today. I came home from school to be greeted by a rather pissed off mother and brother, i was then informed that a police officer had been round because of what i had told a ‘suicide’ helpline….And she was coming back to talk to me. i tried to stay calm but there was a little bit of me that was nervous….in the end it was fine and she was really nice….

Apart from my dad called up and started swearing at me, and he also brought my brother into it….Apparently he also had a go at my mum because she left the room whilst me and the police officer were talking.

And so now, naturally i am quite pissed off at my dad, i dont really want to have to talk to him again….

I should be really happy, My Little nephew was born at 1am this morning, Little Zachery George…..

I dont know? Are things going to get better? i am losing ways to deal with all of this stress….

<3.