No one really cares at the end. of it all. Everyday I wake up I wish to die. Of course I want to do it in a painless way. I heard if you jump like off a cliff your body passes out so thats a good one..right? Or overdose on perkasets because I heard it stop your breathing and you go in a peacful sleep
I want this more than anything to die. Please leave a comment. My only fear is that I will live this horrible life.
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Hey Lilies,
Have you thought of going to see a therapist? I know it doesn’t work for everyone, but it might for you. I know it seems hopeless right now, and even though you think your family doesn’t care, you’ll always have people here to comfort you. I’m glad you found this site to help you communicate your feelings. It’s easier to go through this when you have people who understand what you’re going through. I hope you find a way to be happy. If you wanna talk to someone, I’m always here.
thanx.. just typing my feelings does help if only a tad bit but helps.. i have thought of therapy.. i would love to talk to someone that knows nothing about me and wont judge me. just be able to tell them everything and cry to them. but therapy isnt free thats something if i look into it wont be now. if youve read any other of my post im just trying to relate.. feels good to know im not insane and other people think like myself..if not worse and im not going to commit anytime soon.. but positive that i will commit.