I dont really see another way out. Everythings fucked up in my head- Im constantly paranoid and whether im depressed or not that day, I usually will end up being by thinking and thinking. I dont see how medication will really help, its not going to stop the irrational shit going round in my head, and talking to someone is just going to make me seem crazy to whoever else is listening.
I’ve started cutting again too, I swore I wouldnt do it again, but everythings just getting on top of me, and It’s just carrying me closer to ending it all. I never used to feel like this, one night of excess partying though and wham, 2 months later I want to kill myself. Theres no way out, I need to end it all, soon.
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theres got to be some reason why u are feeling like this. theres no good in cutting yourself, most people say cutting yourself releases pressure and makes u feel better. but thats just what you have come to believe. take up some hobbies or different hobbies from what your doing now. you probably dont want to here this but u need to stop thinking about what you are wanting to do to tourself. and focus more on something u like doing and just do it more,!!! hope this helps. if you want to chat more about how you are feeling then feel free to email me at craig_watson08@hotmail.co.uk
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