I’m so tired of being here.

Because tomorrow is another day. I recently stopped my drug use a few months back and suffered horrible consequences. I ended up not sleeping for 3 weeks. Less than an hour at a time. I ended up in the e r with insomnia getting prescribed ambien to sleep. That did not work for me at all. I ended up doin my throat up with 8 puncture wounds. Missing my arteries and going back to the e r. I ended up being 302d and going to a psyc ward. I signed myself out after 10 days hoping to come home and everything would be back to normal. Something I noticed was the change in relationships with my friends and family noticing the feelings of loneliness and being lost. Ever since that day 2 months ago I wondered how things could have gone differently but u can’t change the past only shape the future. Thats the advice I’m getting from everyone at least. I am beginning to understand that just talking about things makes it better and can get you through the next day until eventually you will feel the negativity turn into positivity. What have you got going on in your life that is positive? What do you like to do for fun and what hobbies do you have?