Back to the beginning…
What the hell is wrong with me…
I can’t do anything right anymore…
I don’t want to live anymore.
I don’t care if I’m 16,
I don’t want to know what’s gonna happen down the road.
Nothing good is gonna come out of me in my future.
I was suppose to die as an infant anyways…
All I do is screw up…
My depression gets worse and worse everyday…
Everytime I screw up…
I’m done…
I don’t know what else to do…
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I am the SAME exact way. I am here for you, but even if there is no future do you really want a world of darkness while your soul is drifting along a quiet lifeless place that we once called Earth?
Be Strong. Stay Standing.
Holly
Everytime I find the smallest glimmer of hope, something or someone comes a long and ruins it.
I don’t think I was meant to be hapy.
I try my hardest at EVERYTHING I do, but apparently it’s not good enough.
I have no idea what the hell to do, I have seen counsellors, taken medication, etc.
Just when I think I have found someone to talk to, they leave…just like everyone else.
Then I’m left alone again…
So what’s the point of fighting when there’s nothing to save?
Or you know that in the end you’ll lose…