It’s over. :'((((((

Today i don’t want to live. Praying Mother nature to send me infarct, but i am sure my heart will stop herself.

My Love says he doesn’t know what he feels. Like he loves me and cares about me, but it’s a shit. He just woke up one morning and felt that it’s different. Distance took him. After all his promises and praying to never give up on us. He gave up.

He thinks, that he needs a month. If we will talk a month like once upon a time, when were just friends, then it will come back.. IS IT POSSIBLE?

I never cry for guys, but this one.. He is my Only One. I love him with all my heart. He was perfect for me. Made for me. And bang!

I HATE LOVE SO MUCH. It hurts more than some other pain.

I’m still in shock because i can’t admit that fact, that i lost him. I lost my baby… 🙁 First time in my life i drown so much after my first one’s suiciding. He made me to believe again and took it . Forever maybe.

I wish somebody can understand me 🙁

All our future was planned.. I move to him on summer, we are making money a little bit, making a baby.. That was his only one biggest dream.. That i will be his child’s mother.. 🙁 We had all plan for lifetime.. Travels and so on.. He was ready to propose.

I don’t believe we are fault. It’s a distance. Poor baby, he wants to love, but can’t. He will never find such a great gf as me… Damn,i gave that man everything.

LOVE TOOK ME DOWN. I DON’T WANNA BE HERE. I DON’T. DISAPPEAR. STOP THE PAIN. impossible. Somebody kill me, please… Please.

damn, I HATE LIFE TODAY SO MUCH.

I’M SO YOUNG../ AND SO DISAPPOINTED BY LIFE. 24 YEARS OLD PERSON DOESN’T BELIEVE IN LIFE AND LOVE ANYMORE.. DISASTER. LOVE WAS MY ENGINE…

everyone told we won’t make it and he gave up…

IS THERE ANY WAY HOW TO DELETE PAST AND TAKE IT OUT OF MY HEART?!?!?!?!!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!