I spent most of my math class trying not to cry. Â of course, that means I only waited until I got home. Â and now, I don’t even know what to do with myself. Â I have plenty of school work to do or catch up on, but I just can’t do it right now. Â I can’t function right now. Â and no one even notices. Â My so-called friends don’t bother to talk to me. Â I’m lucky if they respond to my e-mails or texts at all. I don’t want to try anymore. Â I’m so tired of trying, and it just gets worse and worse. Â I had to euthanize my pet rat last week. Â I wish they could’ve done me too.
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I know how it is i feel it every morning of school when i am being forced to wake up. I can’t face another day but you can’t hide from life regardless of what you think. You have to be strong and face because when you wake up the world will leave you behind.
If you have problems with so Called Friends, then i’ve found you dont have to hang around with them. It may be hard trying to talk to someone else but try a conversation with someone. See how it works out. There’s no point of leaving. You’re looking for relief that you wont get, but you’ve been trying so hard do you want to end all you hard work here. What if its worse after, no one knows do they what will happen. Now that you have your life in control of your hands. Try and make it better. You’ve been mamgaing so well and you’ll find when the fog clears that things can get better- not return to normal but better.
Take Carex