i sit here alone in my apartment, i want to just leave this town but i cant deal with being in a group home again,im sick a being thrown every where,when im done with being protectivly placed i will jump a train if i have to,im alone,i always been,i called my support staff and she was being a ***** so i broke down,people that are there to sapport you dont, some people may think if i want to end it so bad why dont i just do it, because the pain of knowing noone would give a damb rips my heart open,but the pain of living hurts to, so i feel im stuck in this torcherous hell, and then i feel trapt,its the worste feeling i have ever felt in years but never felt this,its like my soul is trying to force its way out of me but gravity keeps it trapt in,Â
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hi trapt in.
Sometimes I’ve felt like the room is closing in and a huge dark cloud is hovering overhead. I identify with your feelings of soul wanting to escape the tortured body… just get out and fly away… If there is reincarnation I want to be a bird.. flying high and free. have you ever dreamt of flying? I have.. it was awesome…
where are you from? iono just wondering *
Maybe you should hit up someone from this site, and go kiCk iT or something =d
ya everyone probley doesnt live in the same boring state i do though,
Your post says you want to live but be noticed and cared for. Get out and join as many different clubs as you can and be noticed…