Because honestly im really tired of life and im not sure i can do what it takes to kill myself and it was just kind of a moment of severe depression thought ya know.
I understand… I’ve had many of those moments, too. There have been a few dates in which the world was supposed to end… and, on one date in particular, I really didn’t mind at the time if it had ended.
December is almost a long time away… Do you think things can change?
Are there certain things you want to do in life? Maybe school would help you get there… or an internship? Maybe community service in something you like to do will give you some ideas… and let you start making change. I’m just thinking out loud here… because I know from experience how it can be hard to change… but I still try to think of ways it could happen. I always want things to get better… I suppose it’s the hope that keeps me going.
That probably depends on what spiritual beliefs, if any, you have. My religion is a big part of my life and I have strong opinions as to what will happen after my death.
I’d like to believe very powerful & evolved beings have had enough of the negativity on earth & are doing something radical to make it a better place (you can’t really count on human beings for that) but that’s just me being dreamy
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Just out of curiosity… Why do you hope that?
Because honestly im really tired of life and im not sure i can do what it takes to kill myself and it was just kind of a moment of severe depression thought ya know.
I understand… I’ve had many of those moments, too. There have been a few dates in which the world was supposed to end… and, on one date in particular, I really didn’t mind at the time if it had ended.
December is almost a long time away… Do you think things can change?
Idk ive had hope that things would change before and they just seem to keep getting worse. I want things to get better but i just dont know.
Are there certain things you want to do in life? Maybe school would help you get there… or an internship? Maybe community service in something you like to do will give you some ideas… and let you start making change. I’m just thinking out loud here… because I know from experience how it can be hard to change… but I still try to think of ways it could happen. I always want things to get better… I suppose it’s the hope that keeps me going.
I don’t really care whether it ends or not. All I’m worried about is what happens to my corpse of a soul after.
That probably depends on what spiritual beliefs, if any, you have. My religion is a big part of my life and I have strong opinions as to what will happen after my death.
the end of the world, probably not
I’d like to believe very powerful & evolved beings have had enough of the negativity on earth & are doing something radical to make it a better place (you can’t really count on human beings for that) but that’s just me being dreamy