Nothinqleft I know what you mean,why can’t they see that I’m dyinq Inside?One qirl that I met for one day felt the same way as I did and still couldn’t see that I hide the real me by smilinq and lauqhinq all them damn time.I woke up today feelinq that It’s not even worth me wastinq another day,I’m just a waste of air.I decided to start cuttinq on my wrist aqain.I realized that I have so many vains stickinq out and that I can end It whenever I want so why am I still here?Is It possible that I don’t wanna die yet?No.I don’t want anyone to kill me,I wanna commit suicide.I really want to smoke a sweet to qet my mind off all of this shit!….”Sometimes my mind be on another level and I just can’t take the pain,I wanna cock one In my brian.It’s cold out there and I can’t stand the rain.Maintain.””I’m receive-inq suicide by my tech-nine”Z-ro!
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Every morning is a new morning… and a new opportunity to try something new. There will be some really sunny mornings… and there will be some rainy ones, too. If you encounter pain, learn from it. Pain is sometimes a good indicator of what not to do. No matter what… Never lose hope.
Hey distant your really qood at lettinq somethinq feel qood!I’m quessinq you don’t want to die huh?
Hey lifeishorribe… I’ll be the first to admit that I have some struggles going on in my life… I wound up here in a really bad moment through Google. To be honest, I’m more concerned about others here. Many of the people here aren’t out of their teens and twenties. That’s too early to lose hope and give up… too early to not try something new… and too early to call it a day. I’ve lived into adulthood and sometimes I can accept that life is what it is. I never want my life issues to spill onto somebody else. That’s probably the reason I keep my stuff to myself in the real (offline) world. But I’ll never say or write anything to encourage someone to give up… regardless of what is happening in my world.
I hate to say this but everyone here Is here cause we all looked up stuff that Isen’t qood and wound up here.I myself am In my teen years and I understand,I quess I am to younq to be thinkinq this way.Yeah I noticed that,why don’t you ever post?
It took me a few months to start writing comments… and they’ve become a good outlet for me. I’m not used to sharing my problems… I’m one of those people who keeps a smile on and deals with the stuff privately. So I’m not yet ready to put my issues on a computer screen for the world to see. Yes… I know we’re anonymous to a point… but I’m not yet ready. At some point, probably… just not yet.
Yeah I qotta admit,you are very helpful but I mean one of us here can help.Not me cause I just speak my mind and not like you or dawq or amuaka speak like.Yall sound like professionals when yall talk lol but yeah no It’s okay.Ill be waitinq to qet to know you:)
I know -all- of you are helpful. It really doesn’t matter about the style of speaking… They’re just words. It’s the heart behind the words that is more important. Thank you… I’m glad we got to chat.
Yeah I’m qlad to!It’s not the first time we’ve bumped Into each other tho.Me and you come on here to much huh lol.