There is this guy named brendan that I have liked fir over 3 1/2 months. We were never dating but I assumed that he was intrestesed in me for several reasons. Its been a while and we don’t get to see each other often so I’m always becoming worried that we will never be together. People always tell me that we’d look cute together and he’s always nice and makes me smile, but i m getting the feeling that his intrest for me is going nowhere. I have been on an off with him but it hit me an hour ago that we probably were never to be meant for each other. Not to be over obsessive but we were perfect for each other in all ways and I don’t think he sees that now. Tonight i learned that if brendans not into me now chances are he never will. I decided that god should just decide to let me go and walk off earth with a broken heart. For that moment I was really looking forward into wanting to kill myself and not looking forward to see his face in the halls because it’ll only make me feel worse. I am still alive and breathing but I feel that if I get upset that I loved him too much and he doesn’t love me back i’d be devastated.
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try and express your feelings to him, if you end up dying and he really does like you then he will feel worse than you do right now. and if he doesn’t like you then it will help you move on
You may not get this now but nobody is meant for anyone else.
You just meet people with whom you have a lot in common.
All you can do is let them know how you feel and see what happens.
Even if they do not feel the same way there are still others out there and you are still a wonderful person.
A broken heart is the most hurtful pain. I have no idea what to do with Brendan, but whatever happens, the pain will go away.
But it really hurts while it’s still here. Be strong.