It is scary, that I use to find comfort in the idead of being able to die, well, no, kill myself. But now, I am able to find comfort that I am going to work, save up money, and just leave this city, this state, this country and move somewhere else. Just leave everything, all this mess. No one will be able to follow me. No one will be able to find me. I will start fresh, somewhere new. Somewhere else…
I hope everyone is doing good and find their freedom from pain, just not through death. Not through death.
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Yes, exactly. I want to leave too, I just can’t. I don’t want to die, i don’t think most people want to die either. We all just want a more fullfilling life. It’s just that some people can’t pack up and leave,and after they exhaust all options, they turn to the last option they (think) they have. Their is another option, and I’m taking it for tonight. I choose patience. It has kept me alive this whole time, so It will serve me well until (hopefuly) things get better. I hope everyone out there tonight chooses to have some more patience. U never know when things will turn around for u. Oh fuck, I am ever the mellow optomist. I hope you find a better life out there, and I support u 100%. If only more people would do that, they will see that life could be good if they try to change it, and turn it on it’s head.
I wish I was like you guys, but to me moving would just prolong the idiocy that is life
Ive thought of the same thing. That I can just leave everything behind and start over. But that’s not the problem. My mind is what the problem is. I can’t let go of what I had.