I am still stuck in this terrible rut. I am so scared of everything. I can barely eat anything, all I see is how I let my family down and I hope I do not make them suffer including my father who is about to turn 60. I am scared of school, I am scared of debt collectors, and I really feel that I just messed my life up for good.
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omg i cant so relate!
i can* so relate!!