I have the same problem. And I am old enough to know better. I keep fucking up my finances. We all have elements of self-destruction. Poe called it “The Imp of the Perverse.” This thing inside us that makes us do things we know we shouldn’t. I always seem to be battling “demons” of one sort or another. And I am tired of it! But for some reason I keep inviting them back in! I am speaking figuratively when I refer to “demons,” by the way. Though sometimes I have to wonder if they aren’t actually real…
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What is keeping you in it?
I really dont know.
/empathy
:/ Hope you find a way to break out that damned cycle…There must be a way( and no I don’t mean suicide ).
So what’s today’s taste of self-destruction?
you hypocrit!
the usual I guess. with a bit of extra fuck-up.
I have the same problem. And I am old enough to know better. I keep fucking up my finances. We all have elements of self-destruction. Poe called it “The Imp of the Perverse.” This thing inside us that makes us do things we know we shouldn’t. I always seem to be battling “demons” of one sort or another. And I am tired of it! But for some reason I keep inviting them back in! I am speaking figuratively when I refer to “demons,” by the way. Though sometimes I have to wonder if they aren’t actually real…
What can I say…? I can’t help myself.
:/ I’m sure there wasn’t that much of fuck-ups. Don’t be so hard on yourself…
Idk? nothing much i guess haha
Hmm, I’m never too hard on myself.
Exactly ha.
Hm, I think I beg to differ. Seems like you are.