there, I said it.
took long enough too
sometimes I wonder why I bother at all trying to chase my petty little ambitions. especially when i’ve flagged myself to fail before i’ve even started. and then one day i’ll just die and everything i ever did will fade anyway.
same for every other guy out there.
story of human life. appear for a spell. rot. and then the earth will be burnt up by the sun.
maybe we’ll escape that (doubtful). so we go hop galaxies or something.
but then maybe one day the universe will run out of stars.
and then everything will go cold.
what the hell is the point.
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hey sonic.i have wondered about this too in my life. aside from religious views(i’m a christian) i believe that there are a lot of beautiful moments in life that are worth living for,even through the pain. i know it can seem really dark sometimes. but there are good things out there,even in the darkest moments,there is light. i think friendship,and love and laughter-these are all wonderful things,and the most important things. the world is a tough place,but there is a lot of good too. please don’t give up. your NOT pathetic. everybody feels broken sometimes.ur not alone.
Hey Sonic, I’m with you, buddy. I have nothing encouraging to say. But I do feel the same as you, for what that is worth. You watch the world go ’round and ’round. The futility. The nonsense that we all by into, as if it’s ever going to make a difference when all is said and done. And yet for some reason, you, the sensible one, the one who sees the inevitable truth, feels pathetic. Why doesn’t everyone? Why only you (and me, and those like us?)
I wish I could buy into it all, like them.