Yeah I’m a new member here so I just wanted to get this out. I’ve been feeling trapped and useless and a buch of other things. I’m sorry if it seems like I’m just complaining but everything seems screwed up and I feel like its all my fault. I just don’t see a future or a point to it anymore and it’s not like I’m going to hurt myself but sometimes I just wish I’d get hit by a car and die or have to stay in the hospital. I don’t want to tell anyone about this because they’re just gonna think its hormones or I’m just overreacting or something. I don’t know what to do anymore it feels like everyone expects me to be this always happy loudmouth and all I really want to do scream my lungs out and cry.