If you give up, everything you have faced, and suffered through will have been a waste! Where is the justice in that?! You cant give up! You wanna know why?! Cause you deserve to be happy, like everyone else. You”ve done nothing wrong. I dont know your story, but i know you go through hell. I read all your posts. Speechless is talking about how someone made you feel better on here. Why dont you wait?! If you hold on, eventually it has to get better. You deserve it! You’re not like me. I cost myself what made me happy. You cant give up, you’ll be throwing away an opportunity to be happy!
Please don’t give up on life… Maybe there are other ways to make the pain go away. Sometimes it’s best to catch your breath, think of a good strategy, and go from there. If you want to talk, many of us will listen… and do the best we can to help.
At 52,after all considered I so welcome my death. I watch my family battle killer cancers to survive and some didn’t. life is a sexually transmitted disease, and death the cure. I hate life and it hates me Several attempts, most serious and somehow I pulled through. but there’s a constant desire to die all the time, i grew up listening to my mother stating she wished she was dead, and I internalized her pain, thanx mom! the gifts my mother gave me, hate her too! experience pretty much everything but wealth and death, been molested, raped,robbed, murdered almost, beaten abused, lied to and decieved mostly by people I trusted. Severe acne most my life, right now suffering, battled anorexia and bulemia, scoliosis, herniated disc renmoved, dentures at 17, for years obsessive compulsion cutting my hair off, pulling out my eyelashes, and have eyebrows tatooed in now. oh and I know the suffering of others, been in the healthcare field for years, and it just strenghtens my disgust for life,the poor children, animals, etc, it’s a curse this thing called life! Can’t wait to die, hoping my pack a day habit quickens it as well. feel beyond committing suicide since I am old, but think of it constantly and that’s torment. this world is Hell, unless ur rich and beautiful, yeah they have problems too but i’d like to try that side alife just once. getting old sucks have arthritis, osteopenia and osteoporosis, my mind is faulty and I feel like shit. So i’ve been entertaining water intoxication, but i’d probaly survive that too. Hoping for cancer, won’t do anything for it, sorry if u ahve lost loved ones I have to, wish I coulda took their place. I don’t believe in heaven, just hell, lived in it all my life!
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If you give up, everything you have faced, and suffered through will have been a waste! Where is the justice in that?! You cant give up! You wanna know why?! Cause you deserve to be happy, like everyone else. You”ve done nothing wrong. I dont know your story, but i know you go through hell. I read all your posts. Speechless is talking about how someone made you feel better on here. Why dont you wait?! If you hold on, eventually it has to get better. You deserve it! You’re not like me. I cost myself what made me happy. You cant give up, you’ll be throwing away an opportunity to be happy!
New eyes i really dont feel like there is a chance for me to ever be happy again.
And idunno yes it helps to know other people understand
if it helps i feel the exact same way
Please don’t give up on life… Maybe there are other ways to make the pain go away. Sometimes it’s best to catch your breath, think of a good strategy, and go from there. If you want to talk, many of us will listen… and do the best we can to help.
No more, families torn apart
No more tragedies in the heart
Of this world, this town, this street
No more, no more
At 52,after all considered I so welcome my death. I watch my family battle killer cancers to survive and some didn’t. life is a sexually transmitted disease, and death the cure. I hate life and it hates me Several attempts, most serious and somehow I pulled through. but there’s a constant desire to die all the time, i grew up listening to my mother stating she wished she was dead, and I internalized her pain, thanx mom! the gifts my mother gave me, hate her too! experience pretty much everything but wealth and death, been molested, raped,robbed, murdered almost, beaten abused, lied to and decieved mostly by people I trusted. Severe acne most my life, right now suffering, battled anorexia and bulemia, scoliosis, herniated disc renmoved, dentures at 17, for years obsessive compulsion cutting my hair off, pulling out my eyelashes, and have eyebrows tatooed in now. oh and I know the suffering of others, been in the healthcare field for years, and it just strenghtens my disgust for life,the poor children, animals, etc, it’s a curse this thing called life! Can’t wait to die, hoping my pack a day habit quickens it as well. feel beyond committing suicide since I am old, but think of it constantly and that’s torment. this world is Hell, unless ur rich and beautiful, yeah they have problems too but i’d like to try that side alife just once. getting old sucks have arthritis, osteopenia and osteoporosis, my mind is faulty and I feel like shit. So i’ve been entertaining water intoxication, but i’d probaly survive that too. Hoping for cancer, won’t do anything for it, sorry if u ahve lost loved ones I have to, wish I coulda took their place. I don’t believe in heaven, just hell, lived in it all my life!