I hate being pitied. Just those sympathetic looks people give me. Or when they pass by me in the hall and ask “How are you feeling?” & “Are you okay??” I’m feeling terrible & no, I’m not okay. Not that you’d know either way. I can fake a smile just as easy as I can fake my life. Don’t try & act like you understand me, no one does. I’ve made it this far already withOUT you, realize that. I don’t need your pity-_-
^What I wish I could say.
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im with you on that one.
I don’t know you or what you are feeling. But i do know what it feels like to be disgusted at the fact that someone feels sorry for you, it makes me feel pathetic and insignificant, or just makes me mad, because as you can tell, im not ok. So don’t ask. But anyways, live on, live long, be happy…
[SyKo]
I know what you mean, people constantly asking after you can become frustrating. It doesn’t make you feel like people care, it doesn’t make you feel any better. All we want is to be treated normally, not to have people get that look on their face as they say “How’ve you been?”. I have a good friend who never asks me how I am in that pitiful way, but does ask “Are you still taking them fucking pills?”. I think I prefer that.