I wonder what to do now seeing as how my mind isn’t clear there will always be that edge to want to hurt cut burn or die. No matter what I’ve been through this off and on uhm well something today caught in my mind I don’t know felt like sharing it, when I was little my mom left me only to be raised by my father I watched him suffer so he died when I was younger my dad was like my best friend so that loss killed me and started this horrible addiction of cutting than I had to leave everyone which made it worse I don’t know I guess that’s when I started drinking the drugs didn’t start till 2 years ago..well I won’t share what I do but I know I should stop but I can’t it’s to addicting and it’s like so close to being relieved than leaving would be..I think I can settle things out but it time. I know I said I wasn’t going to do it I just ..I can’t quit it feels to good..I guess this is goodbye for now
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Hey. I have seen my teenage daughter go through the cutting. sometimes i felt frustrated and helpless, but you what, she’s making real strides now. she hasn’t cut in a long time. You need to have a support base that may not understand, but at least is patient and empathetic. don’t worry. you’ll get there.