So I havent really thought about my suicide until now. I just feel like I cant be myself anymore because everytime I try to be myself i get judged and people talk shit about me. It always seems like I have to pretend to be this perfect little preppy girl who enjoys life and everything else. But I mean like if i cant be myself then why should i live ? It always seems the killing my self or “going to a better place” would always seem right for me because then I wont have to worry about not being my self or people judging me. I mean like can i just be myself for once?!
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You can be whatever you want. Youre letting peoples judgment stop you. Who cares what they think. Its not really them holding you back, youre letting them hold you back. Learn to laugh at people who judge. It actually feels satisfying to be who you want to be and hold your head high and let the people think what they want. You only have one life, stop letting what other people think control what you do. Be unique.
Just cause other people dont like you dosnt mean you shouldnt like yourself. trust me im a weird ass kid! i know your pain, but im here for you<3 add me on facebook(: my names Savhanna Marie Moody. When ever you gotta talk to someone, need a friend, or your just board, inbox me(: