So a few months ago i had a post about whether i should tell my mom about me being suicidal. Well i decided to tell her but the problem is i don’t know how to tell her . Anyone please help me to figure out how to do this!!!
i. Zamora
Everything was going fine for about a month but then everything started going downhill once again. My depression is worse then ever and i feel like i have no one to vent to (the reason why im on here again). I have been thinking about my suicide too and ive decide to just overdose. I know most people say it dosent work but hey why not give it a try it might work for me.Before i try to commit i want to see if i can get any better (emotively) so i was thinking about telling my mom. In some ways i think its a good idea but in […]
So I havent really thought about my suicide until now. I just feel like I cant be myself anymore because everytime I try to be myself i get judged and people talk shit about me. It always seems like I have to pretend to be this perfect little preppy girl who enjoys life and everything else. But I mean like if i cant be myself then why should i live ? It always seems the killing my self or “going to a better place” would always seem right for me because then I wont have to worry about not being my self or people judging […]
So earlier this week I took two test. One for depression and another for bi-polar.Test results came in today and it turns out that I have clinical depression and a bi-polar disorder. The depression i wasn’t really worried about about because i already figured I have had it. Bi-polar disorder, that is what i was and still am worried about. I read some where on line that bi-polar disorder is a mental illness. So does this mean I’m like mental? Being mental would that be consider that I’m sick in he brain or I’m just like the retard kind of mental.Either way knowing for a fact that I have all this shit going on with me I think its going […]
Not knowing were to turn is a heavy burden. Should I turn left, or right? Life was good for me but since this year everything has went downhill. Not knowing how to get rid of all of my excess pain I do drugs, drink liquor, starve my self, cut my self, and most of the time get ready to commit suicide. I don’t know why everything has been bad for me this past year, sometimes I think its karma but my whole life I’ve always put other in front of me and have done everything in my will power to help people. Other times I think that its a sign that life […]