Well recently my girl friend died I really see no point in living anymore because she was the only one i had that could actually keep me from cutting now she is gone. I’m so alone without her. She made me happy and made me feel like I actually belonged somewhere I just don’t want to believe that she is gone. It feels like a bad dream that I’ll wake up in the morning, but there is no morning in my future I only have night when it is dark and scary. I need her back but I will never get her back. Life never plays fair. I just wish that i could feel her gentle hugs one last time. My heart has been ripped in too millions of little peices 🙁
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Oh kitty, I am sorry to hear about your tragic lost..I couldn’t imagine what is going on with your mind, and heart. I can’t seem to find the right words to say, it all feels so little compared to the situatuion. I will say though, life goes on friend. Don’t dwell on the past, you always gotta move forward, it is a huge world, full of amazing people, amazing and caring, beautiful people.
Again.. I am sorry, but you will find another person to love, and to be loved by, you will find that person that prevents that self harm.. It is hard, and painful. But it takes time..Just hang in there.
Ah….Shit.
how do you know that she is the only one i have ever loved and ever will love i just cant go on without her 🙁
I told know, I don’t know a thing about you, except you are hurt. I don’t know, but it is very improbable that throughout your whole life span, out of all the people in the world, you will only love one person. I don’t know, but the odds of you only ever being with one person, only loving person are something like 7,000,000,000/1.
It will happen, the pain and memmories will always be there, that I know. But you will move on eventually, we all do at one point or time. I lost many girls that “I can’t live without”, and I am here bro, still alive, trying to help out a fellow human being.
Just give it time..It hurts. It always will, but give it time.
i accedenlty put “i told know”, i meant **i don’t know**
it is so hard to deal with grief (no I did not lose my sifnificant other) but either way, it hurts. I’ve lost plenty of good, close people and they could never be replaced or forgotten. you will think of them every single day for the rest of your life but we try to think of the good things and leave out any bad thoughts. They wouldn’t want us thinking this way. You will find someone, you will. Time does not heal all wounds but hopfully make things just a little better.
hi kitty cat
by going through overwhelming loneliness, you’re likely to learn you’re your worst enemy but also your best friend .. others do matter, some do A LOT but you may stick around to find out none of them is a necessary (emotional and mental) strength provider for you to keep living (unless you were a child & hence in need of a caregiver)
I’m not trying to downplay your pain, I’m just speaking from experience
ahem .. you just gotta look at his ‘7 billion/1’ odds to know the guy is a bad joke
Together stop being so rude, there was no need for the name calling. If he bothers you that much why stoop so low as to name call? Honestly there is no need.
Easy mistake to make, you just assume don’t you. I thought Lucy4 was a girl and he turned out not to be.
afa I’m concerned, I don’t care about being the bigger person ..
[SlyKok]Tampax is getting a piece of his own medecine and probably enjoying it
I cant believe you would be so rude and mean to another person. Regardless of what they have said. You should be the bigger person and ignore it… Its like being back at school in the playground…
oh come on ..
if you want to play the adult with him, that’s your decision .. me, I either ignore or get in the mud fight till I get bored
(the word play is a reflection of my mental age :P:P)