so what to do at 37 and now lifes grenade explodes in the form of a car crash? not that is has been rough at all. just fought drug addiction for 20 years. went to prison for almost 8. finally think the pin is back in the device and BOOM! i almost die. 3 months of hospital, i now have 20+ inches of scar tissue and 47 peices of metal in me. cant walk right, left hand is almost useless and im just never going to be the same. Â life is good. i used to say andthink that. i have a new outlook. daily i […]
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Peices
You left me with the peices.
You left it all to me.
I had to fix my own heart.
While drowning in misery.
You left me broke and scarred.
I burned you left me charred.
You never really cared.
I guess what i thought was special,
was never really there.
(c) too young to feel this way, that’s what our families say. too blind to make it last, should listened, shoulda obeyed, maybe if we did, you woulda stayed.
Too young for a first kiss, too young to feel like this. that’s what all our friends say, shoulda listened shoulda obeyed, maybe if we did, there would […]
You left me with the peices.
You left it all to me.
I had to fix my own heart.
While drowning in misery.
You left me broke and scarred.
I burned you left me charred.
You never really cared.
I guess what i thought was special,
was never really there.
(c) too young to feel this way, that’s what our families say. too blind to make it last, should listened, shoulda obeyed, maybe if we did, you woulda stayed.
Too young for a first kiss, too young to feel like this. that’s what all our friends say, shoulda listened shoulda obeyed, maybe if we did, there would […]
I have been depressed before and had thoughts of suicide, but the fact is that in life, you go through phases and cycles.
Some things might seem today to be SO BAD that you cannot overcome them- yet down the track they will go away and you will be able to look back on today’s situation with NO EMOTIONAL REACTION.
The key is that you need to hold out for that future instead of giving up.
IF you are running a long distance race, you can’t just quit halfway because it seems too hard.  The race is hard and unpleasant, but the prize is at the end and only if you […]
Well recently my girl friend died I really see no point in living anymore because she was the only one i had that could actually keep me from cutting now she is gone. I’m so alone without her. She made me happy and made me feel like I actually belonged somewhere I just don’t want to believe that she is gone. It feels like a bad dream that I’ll wake up in the morning, but there is no morning in my future I only have night when it is dark and scary. I need her back but I will never get her back. Life never plays fair. I just […]