Drunk

I chose not to go out with friends to get drunk by myself… I prefer my own mind to others most of the time. Im just comfortably numb right now, alone with my own thoughts, happy with myself. I dont do this often(get drunk alone) but am enjoying it now… im enjoying the release of my true introvert, the true me. I have always been an introvert but as society demands, I must put on a fake smile now and then.