fuck holidays

i hate holidays, my whole life they have sucked, i thought they were sapost to be the days wen you gather around everyone that loves you and spend time with them or something,now that im not in a group home anymore,i dont really have shit for people, even though i didnt at the group home, but atleast i could be around one good soul,i have the choice a going there today, but why would i want to go back to that hell hole,they said i could go from 1 to 4;45, fucken stupid,id rather be alone anyway.