In The Sun

I could kill myself right now.

But you’re fine at the moment…..

Still?

You won’t kill yourself, you know you never will.

And how are you so sure that I won’t?

I’m you, idoit.

You’re quite rude, you know that and also mind, brain or whichever part is talking to me, shut up.

So? I’m you and that makes you rude as well doesn’t it…..But back to the main focus point. What’s wrong now?

Nothing I suppose……

Oh shut up. I’m you, you’re bored and when you’re bored you like to think of horrid situations but you and I both know that isn’t the cause of the state you’re in most of the time.

I really hate you.

I hate you as well, I swear I’ve been giving you of all things to deal with, why won’t you make anything happen and don’t say I’m lazy or cba. Be truthful.

You know everything already, you’re me.

You know? I’m trying to help you, to help me, do you think this is fun? Anyway we both know what’s wrong…..Be a bit more open now.

No.

Don’t be like that.

Why?

What song are you listening to at the moment…..

In The Sun from the movie Anastasia, why?

Share some lyrics?

…….I known you a life and a day but we just begun, come with me, I’ll show you the way and we’ll soon be free in the sun.

You want to be free?

Yes, everyone wants to be free.

Free from what?

From everything that’s happening.

I know that, I’m you but look deeper for the reasons……

I prefer not to, not at the moment.

Fine be that way, maybe tommrow you’ll be a bit more open.

Yes I’m talking to myself again via word.