My Recent Story

this incident occurred about a week ago i actually thought about killing myself but lately i am actually thinking that i am glad i didn’t now people are starting to care about me since i started talking to my friend about some things that have been happening and i realize no matter the situation no one should kill themselves even if you have those thoughts sometimes i know i will probably always have those thoughts it is better to know that no matter who you are and no matter what the situation someone will always care about you they may say “i wish you would just die” or something like that or any harmful words to you but you will always have someone who cares about you i realized this after the last time i cut myself which pain is like a wound it will have to heal slowly and if you don’t take care of it it will just get infected or what i am referring to worse. so if you ever feel alone just remember it doesn’t have to be like that. i just do not want anyone to commit suicide even if you think you have nothing to live for. i know not everyone’s situation is the same and i also think that some of the people that read this story might think i am crazy and possibly that i am no longer or never was depressed enough to kill myself but after 3 years of being depressed and just was to scared to actually kill myself i realized that it doesn’t have to be that way because in everyone’s life there has to be at least one person that cares about you and if you can’t think of one person there always is even if you don’t know it.