Sitting up in bed
All hope of sleep lost
Fighting back these feelings
Knowing what giving in will cost
But it whispers my name
And I feel my will start to fail
All the reasons I had to stop
Seem like they’re starting to pale
The darkness is swallowing me whole
And drowning me in a sea of tears
My ears are filled with silent screams
My thoughts are filled with all my fears
No one to call, nothing to say
Running out of options to try
I open the drawer and see my escape
But still I cry
Deep down I know it’s wrong
But in these moments of despair…
I feel so alone…
That I can’t bring myself to care