I have been telling myself that lately, just to get through each day until my time nears. Today has been… Just terrible. I kept wondering what else could wrong? Most of the time, it went wrong. If I didn’t already have a ‘date’ planned I probably could have gone through with it tonight. I feel so depressed and ill all the time, lately. I hate this…
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What is it that you hate? Do you hate the fact that you are split in two inside? One side wants to fade away forever while the other wants to not hurt those around you? Personally, I believe that you should talk to someone. It doesn’t have to be a doctor or your mother or even me… but, if you feel depressed and sick all the time, then maybe doing a small thing such as keeping a journal would help.
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What’s wrong nat? :c
I’m sorry :/ What made today so terrible?
Hope some of us can help you with the depression and ill-feelings…
Glad you aren’t doing it so rashly. I do hope you will find something or someone to let you add more time to your ‘date’…
So to reciprocate what att said: What’s wrong? :c
Also I don’t think that’s the right( well imo ) way to go about life when approaching your ‘date’. You set a date because you were probably thinking “Hm, well this is something to take my time with, not to do rashly.” So I think on your way towards the ‘date’ try to open yourself a bit more? I don’t know, since I haven’t really done it myself with my ‘date’ but it’s a theory that’s a work in progress…
Thanks guys, for the advice. I was just having a really bad day what with the OCD and all that… To the point where I didn’t want to go to school today… It just seemed like everything I did went wrong somehow…
Anytime. Hm, well sorry to hear about the over whelming OCD… :/ I hope you know you’re probably not doing wrong… Did you go to school today then? Was it a bit better than before?
Nat,
You can make it.
If conventional therapy is not working have you tried Yoga?
Or Tai Chi?
Or Chess?
Or Piano?
An activity that is repetitive that also has a flow to it.
After time it theoretically rewires your brain so your OCD symptoms are either blocked out somewhat or deferred.
Plus your birthday is in a few weeks.
@Willtickin. No, I was talking about today. I really couldn’t face it because of the fear…
@U.N. Owen. Ahh.. you don’t know my date, do you? and I don’t have time fro things like that…
Thank you, guys. <3.